For the last many years, I have been reading, learning, and living (or trying to at least) the teachings of Abraham.
There was a time in my life where this was a fairly regular part of my daily routine, and interestingly enough, it’s when things in my life were going really well. I was for sure in alignment, and like often happens, when things are going well, you sort of stop doing the things that helped get you there.
And that’s what I did. For about a year and a half, I lived my life unconsiously forgetting what was second nature to me for a while. During that time, my life took a serious downturn, and while I was doing what I could to improve it, for some reason, I didn’t re-engage with the disciplines that had worked for me before. It was almost as if I was seeking something else, as I felt I knew the laws of the universe already so well and was looking for new, fresh insights.
What I should have done was go back to basics.
About 6 months ago, I re-engaged with Abraham. With a vengeance. To say I was like a crazy person, I was. I had to be. My life was hitting rock bottom and I needed to do something to change it. For me, that meant doing whatever I could, to get into a good vibration as often as I could. I was in survival mode. And I don’t say that lightly. (I’m sure I will share more later on this, but for now, just take my word for it.)
I spent any spare moment I had, when I wasn’t working or parenting, immersing myself in those teachings (the law of attraction, the law of allowing, the law of deliberate creation). There are many great teachers of the laws of the universe, I just happen to connect with Abraham in particular.
I found myself listening to Abraham’s videos on YouTube any chance I would get – usually when I was in the car driving somewhere. I’d say 90% of my life happens within a 10 square mile radius of my home, so I’m rarely in the car for longer than 15 minutes (depending on how many long California stoplights I hit along the way).
I felt such a visceral need to get myself into a good energy, that this was one of the ways I could accomplish that. I felt hopeful, excited, and energized when I would do so – and that’s what I needed. The other way I’d get myself into alignment was my sweet little angel. If I was feeling devastated in any way, I would literally picture this one moment recently, where she came to see me at work for a few minutes, and I picked her up to say goodbye (she was going to spend the weekend with Dad) and she put her hands on my face, stared deeply into my eyes, held the gaze for a few moments, grinned from ear to ear, and said “Mommy, I just love you SOOOOO much!” and followed that up with one of those hugs that you just never ever want to end. It was one of those moments where I went inside, got present, and just took it all in, knowing this was a special time I always wanted to remember.
There is literally no way that I could feel badly, remembering that moment. It’s impossible. All is right in the world when I remember the energy and love of that moment.
In any case, I digress a bit here. I’m sure I will share much more about this whole scenario as we go. I’m just giving a little context to this post around how flipping excited I am to go to the workshop on Saturday. This date has been on my calendar for the last 6 months, and it’s finally here.
I have some questions I am dying to ask Abraham, as I’ve contemplated many of the teachings, especially relating to children and parenting. I’ve even written some of them out, so that when I get called to the hot seat (as they call it) I won’t get a case of the rambling ons…..
I’ll share what comes up with all of you – as if I’m meant to be called to speak at the workshop, it’s because you all are also meant to hear the answers.
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